365 Days
Aug 22, 2007 Daily Blurbs, Stuff
We survived the first 365 days of our shared life.
August 20, 2007
We went out for lunch at Shakey’s, and watched Bourne Ultimatum1 at Robinson’s Galleria. I also had a haircut. Finally.
I am happy that we’re still together, but sometimes, I get scared. Sometimes, thoughts that I don’t love him anymore cross my mind. I don’t know if it’s me, just PMSing, or maybe it’s the reality of what this relationship is becoming.
The song, “Believer” by Susanna and the Magical Orchestra is the song that best fits what I feel right now.
Didn’t think I could ever love,
So I had to destroy it all.
But you will do find someone new,
When I am gone.
You know why.You are a believer,
I am not.
But even if I think that way, I still can’t bring myself to leave him. I guess this is normal. In every relationship, there is always a downtime, and this is my downtime. I applaud him for being extremely patient with me, because I know, sometimes I can be very hard to handle. I admit that I can be too overbearing and hot headed, but still, he’s there, waiting for me to calm down.
I can’t do this to him. I can’t do this to myself. I love him, and maybe I am just PMSing.
( after 24 hours of drafting this blog… )
I realize that I am just really really PMSing. He called me up last night, and we had a long chat about anything and everything that comes to mind. I know that we both have a long way to go in this relationship, and I am looking forward to another year.
- which I loved ↩
Tags: Daily Blurbs, Thoughts
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August 22nd, 2007 at 1:16pm
Nice haircut
Oh, and I know exactly what you mean… but you have to know that, after the honeymoon phase in every relationship, things get a little bit boring and sometimes, you’ll want to quit. But that doesn’t mean that you don’t love each other anymore. Love hibernates sometime. It’s just up to you to wait for it to wake up again. BUT of course, you have to try to figure out your feelings too. If you really think that your love for him isn’t just hibernating and that it’s really gone then you’ll have to let him go for your and his sake.
*I just realized that you edited your post* That’s good. PMS really clouds up your judgement. LOL. That happens to me a lot…
But anyways, I wish you two the best of luck! I think it will work out for the two of you
Happy Anniversary! =)
Quote "Felisa"
August 23rd, 2007 at 12:13am
Heya, yeah I’m trying to sort out the comments thing, but I can’t figure it out. ):
I love this layout, it’s cool. You look like you had fun! xxx
Quote "Cupcake"
August 23rd, 2007 at 7:01am
Thanks very much for your nice comment :).
Oooh, I really want to watch Bourne Ultimatum. It sounds like you had a good time. Your haircut is very cute.
Quote "Kendra"
August 23rd, 2007 at 12:14pm
I know the feeling in your relationship. I’m glad you talked it all over though and got it sorted!
Quote "Sarah"
August 26th, 2007 at 8:53am
hello dre, is that your new hairdo? you look cute bagay sayo
ganun talaga ang babae mahirap intindihan that’s why we are so lucky to have a guy which understanding enough for moody character.
Quote "scart"
August 26th, 2007 at 10:18am
I hope everything works out, cute hair cut!
Quote "Kelly"