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The Feeling of… I Dunno…

Feb 9, 2007 Buzz, Daily Blurbs, Work

I am feeling a little bit uneasy lately. It’s like something unpleasant is going to happen. I am not sure what it is, but it sure feels like I am never going to like it, whatever it is. I hate feeling this way. I do hope that it’s nothing. Maybe I am just experiencing mood swings, and maybe it’s the headache I am having since I woke up this morning. I really hope it’s nothing.

My mom and I are OK now. We’re speaking to each other again, just like we used to. I’m trying my best not to cross her path when she’s having a bad day, to avoid any confrontation. I think it’s better that way.

So, I finally have my new layout up. It’s sort of my “Love Month” theme, but I think it’s going to stay for a while. I like how it turned out, and I’m proud that it’s validated, both in XHTML & CSS. If you find any errors, please contact me.

[EDIT] To Shari and Lexie: Thanks for pointing out the error on the comments page. *wee!* Every code is fixed now. No more errors! Yay! Everything is valid. [/EDIT]

I answered a phonecall last Sunday, and I am so glad that the caller carried a good news. She’s from the Comp&Ben department of the company I worked for. They finally called me about my back pay, which is more than a year overdue. I am so glad that I’ll finally get the money that I worked for plus the other benefits that I should get. Thank God! Should I buy more textbooks?

Tomorrow night, if everything goes as planned, Ryan and I, together with some friends, are going to Tagaytay for a night out. It should be fun, and I am looking forward to a nice and relaxing evening.

Ryan’s schedule just changed to 7am to 4pm. It’s a good thing because he gets to live normally, unlike when he’s on a graveyard shift. But lately, we haven’t been able to talk properly, since he complains that he’s tired when he gets home and needs to sleep right away. I know that I should be very understanding but, I can’t help but to feel annoyed, specially when I know that he’s willing to sacrifice a few hours of sleep to do other things… like say, play DotA, or be at a reunion of his college theatre group tonight. Mind you, he still has to go to work tomorrow morning. I don’t want to act like a little kid not who’s not getting enough attention, but I can’t help it. I am not proud of feeling this way, but I do. It feels terrible to feel selfish inside and show a positive nature about things. I am trying my best to stay positive about this. I just hope that after 2 weeks of his new schedule, we’d both be able to adjust to it.

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