Coz I Had A Bad Day
Nov 14, 2006 Daily Blurbs
I am not the perfect sister or daughter, but it doesn’t mean that I should be treated without respect. Today is just another one of those days that I just hate. I woke up with no one here at home. I was alone and my mom left a note saying that I should stay home in case my grandmother calls. I am SUPPOSED to be in school. So I didn’t go. I sent an SMS to my dad asking what time he’s getting home. I made sure that I’ve cooked rice already. There weren’t any food in the fridge for me to cook so I asked my dad if he could buy something on the way. He got here before my mom. I was already online by the time my mother came home. She started nagging on and on about me waking up and sitting in front of the computer and not do any of my responsibilities. My dad just finished eating, so obviously, the food was still on the table. She then nagged me about the food on the table. I was supposed to eat too because I was already hungry, but since her nagging was just endless, my appetite was lost. She even said that people call her and that I shouldn’t use the phone. But NO ONE was calling! It was important for me to be online at that time because I was talking to a potential client. So the deal wasn’t made. I told her I had to talk to that person but she didn’t care. She even had to bring back the things that happened in the past. I turned off the computer and went to my bed. I was fuming about what happened. I sent an SMS to Ryan telling him how bad I felt. I knew he won’t be able to reply because he was still at work and they’re not allowed to use cellphones at work. So I just lay in bed, crying. I cried because I was mad and instead of talking back to my mom, I just shut my mouth. I found myself sleeping and woke up when Ryan finally replied. He said that he was on his way home and he asked how I was feeling. I told him that I just slept on it.
I continued to sleep until it was 1:30pm. Ryan would be arriving at their home soon. When I went downstairs, my mom was out of the house again. Thank heavens! FREE! My dad was fixing something in his car. I finally had the time to wash the plates and eat lunch. After that, I turned on the TV and flipped through channels. I watched “Fairly Odd Parents” at Nickeledeon. Ryan finally called me at 3pm. I told him about my day and what happened earlier. Of course, he made me feel better.
We talked about a lot of things. He mentioned that he wanted to put up a business and is planning to resign from his current job. I told him that before he does anything like that, he’s got to have a back up plan. If he’s going to put a business, we have to do research, project planning and make sure that we’d be able to maintain it. Knowledge about the business you’re going to start is very important.
He finally had to sleep.
Tags: Argh, Daily Blurbs, Thoughts
Pure Thoughts
Nov 12, 2006 Daily Blurbs
School starts tomorrow. Ugh…
I haven’t the energy to blog, really. It seems like all I can share right now is my love life, and it could become boring as the months come., or weeks, if you get easily bored reading one topic over and over.
Sometimes it feels like the days become shorter when you are with someone, and longer, when you are waiting for that someone to be with you again. You don’t really mean to feel sad about it, but you do, just because it feels right most of the time. I don’t want to lose myself. I am not saying that I am, but I could. I don’t know how that would happen, but it could very well happen. Not anytime soon, I hope.
I am not really sure if I am making any sense, but I am just typing as I think.
Yesterday, I told Ryan that sometimes I think that he’s still a stranger in my life. I don’t even know why I told him that, but it just popped in my mind while we were eating at Burger King. The thought came to me, like, it was real. Maybe it is. Sometimes I still can’t believe I have someone in my life now.
The other night, before he left, he touched my face and said good night. I don’t know why, but, it made my eyes moist. Yep, tears welled up. It’s like, how he touches me and looks at me, shows how much he cares. I have never in my relationship-life experienced that kind of honesty in a man. Not with words, but by his actions. I don’t even tell him that. I just want him to unconsciously make my heart start and stop at the same time.
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My Weekend
Nov 6, 2006 Daily Blurbs
The past few days flew by so fast! But it was fun. Last Saturday I was with Ryan, we had a movie marathon at his place. We watched The Gladiator, The Fast and The Furious Tokyo Drift, and The Da Vinci Code. In between the movies, we ate dinner. During the movies, we ate lots of junk food! We were so stuffed! His cousins were cool, too. Some of his friends dropped by to say “Hi!”
By Sunday, he went to our place and we went to church with my family. Then we had lunch here at home. After that, we went to the mall and bought some school stuff. I bought new Spongebob notebooks. They’re cute! After which, we went to my cousin’s kid’s 5th birthday party. Yep, it was a kid’s party. We had fun, though. By 6pm, the kids had gone home and only the adults are around. A videoke machine was set up. Ryan sang one song, “Yellow” by Coldplay. I sang two. Ryan had one beer, I had none.
We went home by 8pm. Ryan was supposed to go to work at 3:30am today, but last night he was too tired to go.
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