Up Late

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I’ve been wanting to blog for quite some time now, but every time I start to type something, it just doesn’t feel right. Hmm…

Misery. I haven’t felt that in a long time. Do I miss it? I am not even sure. It seems like I get my inspiration through misery. Weird. Or maybe it’s not weird. I don’t know… Maybe I am just being crazy right now. Doing nothing at home is making me crazy! Argh…

I got my grades today. I’d say, I got pretty good grades. Our point system is 1.00 as the highest and 5.00 as failing, 3.00 as passing.
Basic Drawing and Drafting————-1.50 Very Good
Basic Computer Concepts————–1.50 Very Good
Color Theory————————–2.00 Satisfactory
NSTP———————————1.75 Good
Office Productivity Tools 1————-1.50 Very Good
General Weighted Average————-1.65

Ryan was here yesterday. Making up for last Friday? It was fun. We watched the DVDs he brought, National Treasure and Alien VS Predator. My sisters and brother were here, and we watched the movie with them. My mom came home in the middle of AVP. Ryan said that when he was walking away from our house tonight, his feet felt heavy, like he didn’t want to go home yet. He said, It’s like, I’m not supposed to go home yet…like I want to stay with you. I felt sad…” Aww…

The other night, I couldn’t help but pour my heart out to him. I told him how I felt about what happened last Friday. I was telling him why I was upset. He made me feel like he didn’t understand me at all, so I had to explain and elaborate the bits and pieces of my feelings.

We’re OK now. Back to normal, if I might say. He’s out right now, playing DOTA with his friends again. I’m cool with that, at least we were together yesterday.

Tonight, my friends JeAr, Ringo and their friend Grace is coming over my place. We’re going to have our little Halloween party. It should be fun! I already bought the junk foods we’re going to eat while drinking. *yum* I am not going to drink, I think… I don’t like drinking booze anymore. I used to drink more than 5 bottles of San Mig Light, but now, 2 bottles can put me to sleep. :yawn:

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I Am Sad…

It’s been four years since I had a real relationship with someone, and now that I do… I think I am back to square one. In some ways, I feel the need to be with him 24/7. But of course, that is impossible. I know that we both have different priorities and we live 2 hours apart. It’s hard to just meet up when we feel the urge to. Like today… well, it’s been the arrangement that we meet twice a week, on his off days from work. But… he chose to rest at home. And NO, he did not stay at home. He went out with his friends, went to the mall, hang out… now it’s past 1AM and he’s still out playing DOTA. And he tells me he’s resting?

I feel defeated. :cry:

Yeah, yeah…

I understand that I have to let him go out with his friends also. But his friends are his neighbors whom he can see everyday! So, for this whole day, I just didn’t text message him much, but he calls. So we talk, but I don’t feel like talking because he just makes me miss him more…

Not Really Back…

Yup, I am still in hiatus, but since I am in an internet cafe, I decided to blog about the things that happened to me for the past few days. Duh. :sneer:

So, from Wednesday to Saturday I had my final exams. On Wednesday, my exam is for Color Theory and we painted on canvass. We can paint any subject, and I couldn’t think of anything, so I decided on fruits and vegetables. I tell you, I am not satisfied with how it turned out, but I got an 87% on it. So, I passed and that’s all that matters.

On Thursday, I had no classes because I don’t have a Communication Arts subject. So Ryan just came to our house and he brought DVDs for us to watch. We watched Stealth, starring Jessica Biel, Jamie Foxx and this other guy whom I forgot the name. After the movie, I asked him to quiz me using my reviewer. I was really disappointed that my reviewer was a waste. Three fourths of it didn’t appear on the exam. Pfft. So much for reviewing for the finals! Damn HQ (Head Quarters) exams!

By Friday, I took my Basic Computer Concepts and Lab exams. I was kind of pissed because the room that we’re supposed to use to take the exam was locked and no one was there to open it, so we roomed with sophomore students who were taking their Filipino final exams. I had no problems with rooming with other people, but damn, were they so noisy?! They didn’t care that there are other students taking their exams, too. So the things that I know just flew out of my head. I couldn’t remember most of them, especially in the enumeration part of the exam. Argh.

After the exams, Ryan and I met at nearest mall from school, Robinson’s mall, and then we headed to our house so I could change clothes. We then headed to Gateway Mall in Cubao Quezon City. We rode LRT2. It was his first time, so was excited to ride the LRT2. It was also his first time to go to Gateway Mall and by the entrance is Fully Booked. We were so eager to get inside and check out the books inside. We were both having “bookgasms” hahaha! He scanned through the Best 100 list, as I went to Fiction A-Z. I saw some good books, and made mental notes as to what I want to buy or get for Christmas. We ate at Burger King, AGAIN! He loves his French fries. I don’t have anything against BK, but I want to eat somewhere else, and I told him no more BK’s next time. *lol*

We watched My First Wedding, starring Rachel Leigh Cook and some guy whom I forgot the name. It was a fun movie. It’s not the best, but, if I’d go back, I’d rather watch Employee of the Month. But to be fair, the movie made me laugh and he laughed a lot, too. After the movie, we headed home to mine and he stayed for an hour until he went home to his.

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