Catchin’ Up
May 31, 2006 Daily Blurbs
I have finished reading a novel by Karen Novak entitled Five Mile House. I haven’t done a lot of reading for a very long time and I bought this book over a year ago on a book sale at National Bookstore. I got it for Php55.00, good deal, huh? It is even hardbound, so it was worth it. I used to read a lot. When I was in elementary and up until high school, I used to read Sweet Valley High, R.L. Stine, Goosebumps, sometimes Stephen King or Danielle Steele. I lose myself inside those stories. Like anybody reading a good book, I imagine myself being a character in it. No, I don’t want to be one of the main characters, I want to be one of those people who observe what’s happening from a distance. I like mystery novels now, it takes me away to lalaland, which I love. At least, I have an escape from reality. I wake up at a certain point in a day, then I start reading a book. After an hour or so, I realize, I am really awake and I just got stuck in my lalaland.
Nakalimutan Ko Siya
Since I don’t have internet access at home, I have been doing things that I don’t usually do. Like, as mentioned above, reading a book; cooking more; going out with my friends (which I did last week), and writing a lot in my journal. Dahil sa mga yan, nakalimutan ko siya. Naalala ko lang siya uli nung isang araw, kasi nag-check ako ng email at merong galing sa kanya. Yes, it did make me smile a bit, naisip ko lang, oh, naalala niya ako.. Akala ko kasi, dahil hindi kami nakakapag-usap, nakalimutan niya na ako. I am just too pessimistic, I guess.
Friendster Fake Out
Someone has been using my sister’s profile at Friendster. She is some sick girl who is very insecure of my sister. Her name is Lovely (LNS). She is the current girlfriend of my sister’s ex-boyfriend. Sadly, the guy told his LNS that my sister is his ideal girl, that, my friends, started the fire.
It has been more than 2 years since the war started. Well, LNS thinks, there is war. She did butcher our pictures by adding horns, pimples and scars. Mind you, she only uses MSPaint, so imagine a drawing of a 2 year old kid! We didn’t care about her mindless games, yes, mindless, because she has no brains to compete with ours. I am not just saying it, it’s totally true. She sends us spam messages in Friendster, and if you were to read all the messages, your eyes would squint a lot it’ll make you blind! The horror of misspelled words and super wrong grammar. Sometimes, I just don’t read the message because it gives me a headache. This is how she spells “insecure” –> INECURE. No, it is not just a typo, because that’s how she always spells it.
Anyway, we have managed to report all the accounts she have setup for my sister, and there was a time that she made a fake account for me, too. Now, she created another profile for my sister. This time, she pretends to be my sister, and she put our home address and telephone number on the profile for everyone to see! I mean, for me, she can fake the account, butcher our pictures, but to flaunt our personal info is way out of the line! I mean, I don’t even reveal my last name on the internet.
Guys, please help me report that fake account. The email address she uses is simpleneve2001@yahoo.com and the exact URL is http://www.friendster.com/user.php?uid=28580056, please help me report this account to shut it down.
P.S.
I am sorry if I haven’t been commenting on your blog entries, I do visit and read your entries. My internet is only limited for blogging and reading emails. I will try, from time to time, to post comments. I miss you all! I miss my computer!
Tags: Argh, Daily Blurbs, Thoughts
Barely Breathing
May 25, 2006 Daily Blurbs, School
Obviously, I still have no computer access at home. 
I received a client who wants me to make a business website. Unfortunately, I have no computer. To get my computer fixed, we need at least P13,000. We have to replace the motherboard, CPU, memory and video card. It’s a good thing that I don’t have to spend any penny for that coz my dad will be the one to pay for it. But right now, enrolment to school is more important, so I might as well deal.
I was able to fix the situation with Mapua, yey! My only problem right now is applying and enrolling to different computer schools. STI College, maybe. I guess because it’s the nearest one from where I live. If not, iAcademy sounds good.
Last week, I was so sad coz Elliot Yamin was booted out of American Idol. Oh well. At least, Taylor Hicks won over Katherine McPhee. I am so glad I dragged myself off my bed to watch AI’s Finale this morning. It’s a Live Telecast, so it was too early! I wasn’t disappointed. The performances were great and lots of big artists performed, like Mary J Blige, Meatloaf, Dionne Warwick, Prince.. of course, Elliot!
Oh, and I dreamed of Zanjoe Marudo last night. In my dream, he was my boyfriend. Hahaha! I don’t even like him. Hmm…
Til next update! When?! :ahas:
Tags: Daily Blurbs, Thoughts
Still Alive
May 15, 2006 Daily Blurbs
Yep, me not dead. Me, still alive! But me feels like this — :chain:
My dad is at his work, 4 hours away from our house, and he promised to bring the computer to a shop to get it fixed as soon as he gets home, which is 3 days from now. Another long wait! But I promise, I will be patient.
Anyway, so today, I am in an internet shop. I am a member of Netopia, so cool, lower internet rate. It’s P50/hr for non-members and P30/hr for members. I can’t complain though, I am in dire need of computer access!
In connection to still being alive, I found out that I won the Amazing Bebot award. Wow! Thanks Sara :thumbsup:
Next “anyway”, so I don’t think he will be coming here very soon. He said he was sick, I don’t know what epidemic he’s caught… LOL! He also said that his money was put on hold at the bank, so I don’t know what’s going on. I don’t think about it too much, or about him, too much coz I don’t want to become crazy. I am crazy as it is, so crazier won’t do me good.
For the past week, I feel somewhat ugly. After staring at myself for too long in the mirror, I realized that my face is now a shape of a watermelon (exaggerating!), my tummy looks like I’m 4 months pregnant, and my arms yells “Brooke Shields!” Yep, me is getting fatter. I’ve never had problems with my self image, but sometimes, it gets to me. No, I don’t want to be thinner because others will compliment me for it, but I want to be thin because I want to be healthy. Maybe I am eating more at this time because it will be that time of month for me. Hormones are acting up again. I need to start excercising again. My metabolism is super slow, you see, so it needs a boost from time to time, specially now.
In two consecutive days, I have been having dreams that are of the same theme. In my dreams, I always have someone with me. A man, who is supposed to be my someone, if you know what I mean. On the first dream, a guy committed a crime and we ran away together so that he won’t get caught. I don’t remember what he did, but he put a swiss knife and some coins on my left pocket. Then, we headed out to the sea, and we were both swimming until we reached an island then we climbed the rocky sides of the mountain. The second dream was a bit similar. This time, I was in the pool and the guy is sitting on one of the sunbathing chairs when someone grabbed him. It seemed to me that the man who grabbed him was asking him to leave me. When he didn’t allow that to happen, the guy tried to drown me three times in the pool. The weird thing was, every time that I was submerged under water, a palm was covering my nose and mouth, allowing me to breathe. After being drowned three times, I realized I have lost my memory. I found myself crying, but the guy was still there, he was comforting me. Then I told him, that every time I remember him, I write it on paper. Weird.
Basically, in both dreams, I am swimming, or in water. According to HyperDictionary.com, swimming means:
Dreaming that you are swimming, suggests that you are exploring aspects of your unconscious mind and emotions. The dream may be a sign that you are seeking some sort of emotional support. It is a common dream image for people going through therapy. Dreaming that you are swimming underwater, suggests that you are completely submerged in your own feelings. You are forcing yourself to deal with your emotional difficulties.
while sea means:
Seeing the sea in your dream, represents your unconscious and your transition between your unconscious and conscious. It also often represents your emotions. The dream may also be a pun on your understanding and perception of a situation. “I see” or perhaps there is something you need to “see” more clearly. Alternatively, the dream may indicate a need to reassure yourself or offer reassurance to someone.
They both suggest that my dreams are related to my emotions. It’s ironic that I find it true. I feel like I am in the middle of an emotional turmoil. My thoughts of ever getting to school, or if he will find his way here, or if I will ever be successful in fulfilling my goals. I am emotionally stressed. Sigh…
I was supposed to install my new theme, but unfortunately, my computer is still not working, so just make do with my layout for now. You’re not here for the layout, right?
‘Til my next entry… I wonder when… 
:cry:
Toodles! :fairy:
Tags: Daily Blurbs, Dreams, Thoughts
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