Alone
Jun 23, 2005 Uncategorized
I don’t know how many days has my mind been blank. I don’t know what I am feeling, but I know that I am not happy. I know I don’t make sense. I haven’t had a good conversation with anyone for the past few weeks, and I am wishing I am somewhere else. I want to go somewhere quiet and relaxing, but I don’t want to go there alone. This is one of the times I wish I have a boyfriend… Someone sent me an SMS saying that he always remembers me. Too bad that’s all he can ever do, remember me. I need more than that. Isn’t it worse to be around so many people and still feeling alone? That’s how I feel right now.
Tags: Thoughts
Lost
Jun 13, 2005 Daily Blurbs, Work
I have been working my ass off at tech support for the past 7 months, and now they are telling me that I am kicked off to go to Sales because I have 1, yes, ONE, disattisfied customer! That’s bullshit! If they take a look at my metrics, all those, I have passed and with so much effort. They look at us as numbers. Just numbers. One of my teammates have gone because of that, and I? I don’t know what I’ll do. Should I stick around? I am just plain confused…
Tags: Daily Blurbs
The Letter
Jun 6, 2005 Uncategorized
Dear Someone,
Up to this day, I still can’t sleep at night without thinking about you. I still dream about those moments we’ve spent that just melted my heart. I still have questions that’ve yet to be answered, but I know that I’ll never have the chance to ask you. My eyes would sometimes deceive you, because it shows no sorrow, but my heart? It’s broken. Again. You’ll never see me crying. You’ll never hear the echoing sound of my sadness, the hollering of my silent and broken dreams. You’ll never feel how much I can love someone. And I’ll never see, hear and feel yours…
Love,
No one
Tags: Thoughts
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