Something to blog about…

For days, I have been logging in here and have been thinking of blogging about something, but every time I do, I am at a loss. Between moving to a new place and getting some modern furniture. It seems like I want to say something but nothing solid would come out from my brain. I guess, I will just talk about what”s been going on with work.

Last May 12th, we had a company General Assembly (GA) at Matabungkay Resort, Batangas. It was the very first time that the company stopped all operations to actually go to the beach on a summer. Our team, of course, is always game for this. We are always prepared! We brought our own guitar, k-hon, maracas, drums” our voices. One team. One band.

We left Makati at 8am, and we arrived at Tagaytay at 10am. Of course, our team went to eat Bulalo at the market place. Yum! Then after that, we headed to the beach. At 12nn, we arrived there, and our overflowing beer is now cold as ice. We had 2 rooms. One for the girls, one for the gays, I mean “guys”. Hahaha! Yes, they are all straight guys. Anyway, we were hanging out at the girl”s room, we were all singing with our instruments and drinking our beer. My team leader (TL), decided that we should head to the pool. So we did. We brought our instruments, of course. Our team, in my opinion, is the best coz if you observe everyone else, they were BORING with a capital B! It seemed like our team is their entertainment coz we were singing and laughing” some of our colleagues would come to us and sing, too. That trip was amazing! Check out our website, courtesy of me, of course!

In other news, I don”t know if I would be regularized. I would know tomorrow night. I am in the night shift now, 9pm-6am. I am hoping that it”s not my last day tomorrow. I am crossing my fingers! One of my wavemates (the people that were hired the same day as I), has gone already. Three of them resigned. Sigh” I am hoping that we could all hangout again.

Lastly, I miss someone.

Magic Feeling

Exactly how does a person accept a sucky situation? I don’t know about everyone, but for me, it is something that I can just be thankful for. It makes me a stronger person. A person with conviction.

Magical Feeling
M.Y.M.P.

I was in a car crash
Thrown out like a trash
Slapped twice, stabbed thrice
It felt so real, baby what’s the deal

Looked straight to my eyes
Told me all the lies
I didn’t see it coming
I didn’t see it happen
That one day youfd be leaving me hanging

I’m happy you left me
I’m glad that you hurt me
It’s a magical feeling
Knowing that youfre not meant for me

Heavy rains poured on me
Lightning struck and hit me
Slapped twice, stabbed thrice
It felt so real baby what’s the deal

People say you’re sorry
But baby don’t you worry
Life has been easier without you
We should have done this earlier

Life Is A Monotony

I am getting tired of this job, or probably, working in general. My life is so monotonous and I need a change. I am always like this, and I am afraid that there will come a time that I would want to change careers and there would be nothing left for me. Every night I would wake up and think if I would get up and go to work, then I’d decide I would. I’d take a bath, of couse, then I’d dress up. Then I’d contemplate again if I’d really go to work… then I’d still decide that I would. How pathetic?! I don’t know if this is really what I want at this time. For now, I just want to take a break, go to the beach maybe, or somewhere high, like maybe, Tagaytay. How I wish I am there right now. I am so tired of hearing clients whining and telling me that Dell is f u c k e d up. I am not even sure what I would do after this, but well, I am always unsure. All I want to do right now is rest and have peace of mind. Where do I get that?