The Right Thing

The right thing is always the hardest to do, but has to be done. For the most part, I have done my share of that. I have been at my weakest, but I commend myself for always rising up and doing the right moves, even at the wrong time. My mind set is to just be on the cleaner, greener pasture. Sometimes, it feels like I will be dealing with all the hardships, alone. It’s a good thing that I have great friends. One of them is, Pao. She’s always been that person who balances my thoughts. We’ve had our share of weak moments. She’s one of those strong women I know.

I have high regards to women with conviction. Women who know what they want, how they want it, and how something they want, is not always something they need. I had to learn that over and over, the hard way.

I believe that in order for us to be truly happy, we must first endure a series of setbacks. Most of the time we feel like we’re at the worst part of our lives, but surely, soon enough, you will realize why these things happen to us. It makes us a better, stronger and wiser individual.

Remember, our best decisions, the ones that we never regret, come from listening to ourselves. Sometimes bad things just happen — no reason, no purpose. They just occur and we’re left to pick up the pieces the best we can; and when we’re done picking up the pieces, you’ll feel pride for yourself. You feel better than yesterday. Trust me.

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It’s almost 9 in the morning, and I have been at work for 4 hours now. I’ve only had 2 calls, and 5 callouts. My stats are still ok, although, it’s a bit weird because I am used to getting calls the moment I hang up with the other customer. Now, the phone is silent, as if mocking me. Today is different. Is it because I am wearing an all black outfit? Or, is because I haven’t had a good sleep for days?

Time is a wasting. I need to do something. Maybe, that’s why I am typing for my blog right now. It’s not even allowed here to do that. Well, I just need an outlet.

For the past few days, I have refused to think about anything at all. Most of the time, I choose to stay occupied with something; like typing something, listening to music, drawing, reading a book. I just refuse to think. Isn’t that weird?

I am weird.

Now, it’s 2:25PM. I just got off a bad call. Sigh…

Hopefully, tomorrow, it will be a better day.

Life, as it is…

It’s my off today and Friday. Finally, a day for rest. A lot has been going on the past few days. Let’s start with my work. Yesterday, my manager talked to me. He said that, in a few months, timeframe of March-April 30, I could get promoted. He says that my metrics are good and I just have to maintain it. So far, all the tech issues that I have dealt with are resolved and closed. I never thought it’d be that way because I am not the techie person, but I have learned a bunch of technical things for the last few months! There is also this plan that I will be transferred to a higher technical support, and I would be undergoing training for software support, too. That means, my pay will be higher, and I will have an A++ certification. Great!!

Moving on…

Pao, you don’t know him, yet. I just want to say that he’s a great guy. He’s not a hottie, but he’s my type. At first, when I met him, I was convinced that he was just a stuck up punk, but as time progresses, and I got to know him as a person, he was so far from what I’ve perceived him to be. In short, his personality just got stuck in my nose, and it made me like him. His humor, his sense of style, the way he treats women… he’s the whole package. Well, that’s about it. I can’t say anything more. I mean, we’re “just” close friends, and I don’t expect for anything more.

Life per se, has been easy for me. I haven’t had any real problems for the past few months, which are, great. My family has been very supportive of me. I never thought I’d survive my job. I found new friends. I’m starting to get used to my job. So far, so good. I feel like, my life has direction.