Oblivious

One of my associates asked, “Are you really that oblivious?” I put a thought to that, and answered, I am apathetic at times, I may seem like I don’t care about the world, but I do. I just don’t give all the opinions I have about something. I pick when and where I will open my mouth. Apparently, he asked me about that because one of our associates likes me, and well, I know that he does because I am not oblivious. I notice how he treats me differently among all the girls in our team, but I still treat him as a friend because that’s just how I see him. I don’t want him to think that I like him, like him. Right now, there’s no one that I care more about besides my family.

Work has been really hectic. I’ve been taking live calls with different technical problems and different types of customers everyday. Sometimes I am lucky to get calls that has simple issues, like slow system or no power. I really hate OS Reinstalls, it takes a lot of time and most of the time I don’t have anything to say to the customer when we’re waiting for the installation to finish. We were trained to build rapport and all that, but sometimes, I can’t find a common ground to the person I talk to. There are unfortunate times that I get irate customers, but I am proud to say that I am able to pacify those types of customers.

I miss my friends a lot. I haven’t seen them in a very long time. Sometimes an SMS away is not enough to tell them that I miss their company. Right now, my schedule is 6am-3pm, plus the overtimes. I barely have time to blog or make phonecalls to my friends. I am going to join my new team on Tuesday, and I found out that I am the only girl. I am kind of afraid and nervous because I’ve seen some of them walking along the corridors of our office, and they look like they’re going to eat me! Well, I’ll just have to trust that God won’t let them harm me. I hope everything turns out fine.

I will try to update at least once a week, so that everyone who reads my blog would know that I’m still alive :)

By the way, my Friendster accounts have been suspended due to unreasonable unknown reasons. :(