Mr. JT

So what’s been up with me? I’m living a boring life. That’s all. Nothing good is happening to me! I don’t even get to go out of our house, and it’s making me feel so trapped! Even if I wanted to go out, I don’t have anyone to ask out. Everyone is busy doing their thing, and I am here at home, doing the same things, over and over!

Anyway, my cousin, Jaycee, is staying here in our house because her younger sister is sick. Chicken Pox! So, she has to stay as far away as she can because she might get sick too. She says she can’t afford to be absent, because she’s already graduating this March, so she has to attend all her classes. My cousin is a consistent University Scholar of UP Diliman. She’s very pretty, a 5′8 beauty queen with brains. We grew up together, but I think she did all the growing up, since she’s 5′8 and I’m 5′1!

Q: Can you blog about Justin Timberlake? - Laarni
A: Well…ok. First off, I am glad that he won in the Grammy’s for theFree JT Wallpaper Best Male Artist [not sure of the title], opposite Christina Aguilera. In the midst of all the controversies, and degrading email with edited pictures, I’m pretty proud that he had apologized for the thing that happened at the Superbowl. He’s also received an award at the MTV Brit Awards. See where he has gone as a solo artist? He’s very talented, and he’s hot too! Whatever negative things that people say about him, can be overlooked when he performs. He’s a total performer, very flexible. He can sing and dance. Oh boy, can he beatbox! Since I am blogging about Mister JT, I made a new wallpaper ^_^ Click JT’s pic –> and you’ll get it ^_+ I hope you like it…well…if you like him!

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First off, thanks to everyone who left a comment on my previous entry. I feel better now. Thank you very much! ^_^

Yesterday, I went to The Podium, a mall in Ortigas, to meet Arnee, to talk about her website. She was so nice in person. She even paid for our lunch at Yaku,a japanese resto. I don’t even eat jap! It’s a good thing that I didn’t have to pay for it ^_+ I was also with Maye, Arnee’s mom, Paolo [ Maye’s friend, Mark and Che. Mark and I are in charge of developing the site. He will be the one to choose the images to be used, and for the audio editing that we will put in the site. It was a good 2 hours and 30 minutes meeting.

Someone asked me out at Friendster. I was like, “Hell no!” hehe.. Not exactly. I just told him it’s not a good idea. I don’t like him, and even if I did, it’s scary. I don’t know him personally, and we’ve exchange messages for like 3x only! Actually, he sends like a paragraph of messages, and I reply only a sentence. If I am in a good mood, I reply with 2 ^_+ I am not about to make Friendster a dating service!

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Miserable

Miserable. I feel miserable. No other word can describe how I am feeling right now. My eyes won’t close for sleep. My stomach won’t let me feel hunger. I don’t even know what I want to type in here. I am just typing what comes to my head. I am so blah today. I am having nightmares. Nightmares that I can remember even when I am awake. There are so many things that I’d rather not think about, but it comes to my head. I feel like I am trapped, and there’s no way for me to escape. I feel so alone. Miserable and alone. Do you care? Do you give a shit about me? Do you? Really?