Filipina Web Designer in her 20s. | What I Say

i had a very drunk new year celebration! hehehe… well, after some shots of tequilla, i took the microphone, sang and danced the night away! oh well, i guess i started the new year with a bang!

here’s a picture of me, my brother zj and sister jesseca..

of course, a lot of people sent me online greetings ^_+ here’s one from mae. thanks mae!

hope you all had a beautiful celebration! *hugs!

i tried to kill the pain inside of me. i tried to numb my senses. all the the things that kept me sane, are running away from my reach. the silence is making my ears shatter…the noise that the silence makes, reverberates inside of me. how could i not see? have i been so blind to not know how it hurts to just feel, it hurts to just know and it hurts more to just think? had i not been distant, i would have been shattered into pieces, pieces that would never make me whole again. i don’t want to be broken beyond repair.

what good way to start the new year, huh? i wanted to leave the past behind, and keep it there. i just wish, the past would not haunt me. i want to start not a new life, but a better one.

resolutions? i never make one eversince i went to high school. funny how we set a lot of goals for a new year’s resolution, and never follow it. what i do, is to make something good for a day. i just want to surprise myself and do something that is fulfilling. not something that i planned, but something that just happened…

i just wish 2004 is my year. a year for a better beginning, of better friendships and hopefully, a love life!

i wish you all a very fruitfull and fulifilled new year!