2 Damn Years
Jan 12, 2004 Buzz, Daily Blurbs
“It’s been two years since i last had a relationship. i realized that the more i think about it, the more i become vulnerable. i tried to size up my life, and see if i had become a better person. but i don’t want to be better, i want to be happy. but, what is happiness anyway? for me, happiness is what all of us are looking for, and when we find it, felt it, done with it…then it’s over. happiness, yes. it is just a fraction of our entire existence. that’s just my opinion, and that’s how i see life. we’re all full of games, and we always want the extravagant things, and we forget the simple ones. i am no exemption. i always look for something more, something that is better than the one seated beside me has. who doesn’t? i sound selfish, and yes, i want to be selfish. all my life i have always given up on the things that make me happy. i have always given them to other people. it feels good, yes. but at the end of the day, i realize i have nothing more to give because i have given them all. i am crazy. sane, but crazy. i have always been the person who sacrifices the simple joys and give it to someone else, because the situation calls for it. like when the person that i love is still in love with his ex, i had to be the one to fix them up. again, i succeeded. as i, left with none. i am too nice, i realize. bitter and nice. “I don’t know if you’re reading this, but if you are, I just want you to know how much I care for you, and how much my heart is bursting with all the love that I can give. You’re the only reason why I am doing fine. You’re the only reason why I can still smile through all the disappointments in my life. I am lost to you now, and I don’t want to be saved. I don’t want to go back and not have known someone like you. Someone who is cute, and funny and charming. Someone who makes me feel that I can make it even if I am under water. You’re the only one who’s got a way with me. I love you. I love you so much…too bad, you don’t want to be mine…”
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Imitators!
Jan 11, 2004 Daily Blurbs
i just hate it when some people imitate how i blog… grr.. i mean, not the content, but how i present my entries… grr.. i am not gonna mention names. i just don’t want that person to be humiliated! well, i guess, imitation is still the best form of flattery… but then again… it’s annoying!
anyway, there’s this new movie called “you got served”, and it stars B2K. you can see the trailer here. along with that, they’re having a freestyle dance battle going on right now where marvin joined. the prizes are: a trip to NY to perform on TRL and dance in a B2K video. i’m now crossing my fingers and hoping marvin wins… please pray for him, too! if you want to see him dance download their video.
my ex’s current girlfriend and i chat in YM. i’m cool with it, coz she’s nice and she’s not being a bitch to me. anyway, she’s been telling me that the girl who stole him away from me is telling her stories, and it’s been affecting her badly. that boy stealer told my ex’s current girl that they had sex before that boy stealer went abroad. they did it last september, and at that time the current and my ex are already together. all i can say is that, once a bitch: always a bitch! grr…
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Sick
Jan 10, 2004 Buzz, Daily Blurbs
i am suffering from a sore throat and colds…i can’t sleep well. sigh…
anyway, i made a justin timberlake clique. it’s old, but i made a new layout, and refreshed it. meaning, old members were deleted. i also made another web clique called “A List”. The A List Clique is for persons with websites, whose owner’s name or site’s name starts with the letter A. weird, eh? i just enjoy cliques. Some of you may be a member of The Filipino Exchange. If not, go join! I demand it! hehehe… I made a new layout for it, too. Mae said that the layout is soothing to the eyes, and i agree! Reminds me of mangoes… hehehe… I am also plugging my forum, One Wicked Soul Forum. Another way of meeting new people besides, Friendster. hehehe…
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