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Nephew’s Birthday

Dec 14, 2003 Daily Blurbs

I was at my nephew’s birthday party a while ago. His name is Alexander, and he’s now two. He doesn’t seem to know that it is his birthday! He was just excited to blow the candles and open his gifts. It seems like, he was just too happy to have a lot of kids to play with. The biggest gift he received was the playhouse that my uncle gave him. All the kids were too excited to play in it.

I remember when I was just a little kid. I have this memory of one particular birthday party of mine, where i got this gift, wrapped up in pinks and yellows with a big pink ribbon on top. I think, I was 2 years old that time. I don’t remember what was inside that box, but upto now, i still wondered whatever happened to it…Where is it? Was it a toy? A dress? sigh… it was one of my really happy birthdays…I wish this year, I get to have a cake! The real one, not those cake rolls you buy on a bakeshop. My aunt used to bake us cakes. Specially made for us.

I’m going to be a little mushy now. Someone said “I love you” to me yesterday, but I know he didn’t mean it, coz he only tells me that when he’s drunk or he’s freakin’ or stressin’. Like, yesterday. He was freakin’ out [too personal to blog about], and he was texting me, and asking me what he should do, and that he needs to talk me, and he’s freakin’ out. I was freakin’ too, coz I was so worried about him. Then after all the “do this, do that” he said “i love you” and i just said, “Don’t tell me things you don’t really believe in. I am here for you always, but please don’t say it, coz I’m here for you. Say it coz u feel it.”

Thanks r.y.x for the testimonial at friendster! *hugs*

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Stupid Ex

Dec 13, 2003 Daily Blurbs

The evenings get colder everyday…My mornings starts with a serving of hot chocolate with whipped cream and marshmallows on top…hmm…savoring its flavor upto the very last sip…ahh…a perfect morning…

It gets better… <_ < not really...

I went to the mall to accompany my mom. After an hour of shopping for her godchildren, we sat down at Starbucks and had our usual mocha frappe. I was enjoying my coffee, when suddenly a hand brushed my hair!!! I was about to whack whoever he is with my bag, then I saw his face. <_ < My ex boyfriend! The one who lied...and cheated on me...err...

He acts as if everything is okay between us. It’s not. He even chatted away with my mom… <_ < I was wondering why he hadn't noticed the smug look on my face, and how I deliberately avoid to look at him. The nerve of that guy! I asked him to leave...and he was like, “why? are u mad at me?” well, duhh!! I bluntly told him “yeah! so go!” Harsh, I may seem. but I can’t stand him any longer.