What Happened?
Dec 23, 2003 Daily Blurbs
On my birthday, out of the eight people I’ve invited, only three came. I was so devastated, and hurt. If I hadn’t called, they wouldn’t have told me that they are not coming. I invited them two weeks before the 21st and I even update them, and they would always say they were sure, but on that day, they just can’t, and for what reason? Lame excuses! Most of my friends forgot my birthday… then I realized, only those who came mattered the most. They have never failed me, not once. They always make a way. I feel better knowing who my real friends are.
My dad was supposed to come home today. He works in batangas, and he stays there for three days straight. Then he called a while ago, telling us that he’d probabbly be home by Christmas. It’s not even sure. Apparently, the one that was suppose to take his place caught pneumonia. Too bad for all of us. I hope he gets better, so that my dad could go home this Christmas.
Two days to go!
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My Birfday
Dec 21, 2003 Daily Blurbs
Twenty-one. Yes, I am finally twenty-one. I can not say that I am proud of myself and of my life. I have made so many mistakes, and uncalled decisions that I am not so proud of, but I am alright. I can not say that I am happy and contented, because that would be a lie. I still have so many things that I wanted to do, places that I wanted to go to, and people that I wanted to get to close to. I have not found the other half of me, the other half of who I am. I have not yet felt satisfaction for my life. I am twenty-one. I should have accomplished something, but it seems that I have not. I am not lonely, but I am not happy either. I do not know what it is that I feel. If I could have time in a bottle, maybe my life would have been worthwhile. My life would not be this uninteresting.
This christmas, I want to receive the greatest gift in the biggest box, with a big red bow… but I am afraid that once I open that box, and peek in, i will find it, empty…
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Lazy Arse
Dec 17, 2003 Daily Blurbs
I feel so bloated! I have been eating all day, all night. Whatever I get my hands too. I don’t know what’s happening to me. After I eat something salty, I would for something sweet and vice versa! I don’t know why I am eating this way. Maybe, it’s the hormones. err… I am too lazy to do anything today. I am being a bum, and I kinda like it…but it has this weird feeling inside of me. I watched a movie at HBO, New Best Friend. It’s about this girl named Alicia, who was poor and needed money to continue to go to college, and got paired up with for a project to the popular girl at school, named Jewel. as I’ve said, I’m being lazy today, so I won’t elaborate. hehehe…
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