I’m Not Perfect
Oct 4, 2003 Daily Blurbs
i have been banging my head for a week now for ideas on what i’m going to do with my life. i have come to a very hard, but needed, decision…i am dropping out from my engineering school. yes, it was a really hard choice, but i have to. i’m done. i am not enjoying my life in that school anymore. it’s like i just study hard to pass. i want to study, love it, then pass. i have decided to stop schooling for a while and maybe find a job, or something. i want to get a computer course, do web designing, study flash…that’s my passion now, and that’s exactly what i’m going to do. finally doing what i enjoy the most. i haven’t told my parents about it though. i am still finding the perfect timing. timing is everything…this is going to be my new life. my much awaited life! i know that this will become a big shock for my parents, specially to my dad. he went to the same school. when i think about it, it just makes it hard. the time wasted, the time lost, the money, the effort…but i know in my heart i just have to do this. this is going to be the rest of my life. i don’t want to do what i don’t want to anymore. i want to be happy doing what i enjoy. i just hope my parents will forgive me…
great thanks to these people: sinta laarni mak gary dush casandra lunacy jr
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good enough for you
I can’t pretend that
I’m alright
And you can’t change me
‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be perfect
Now it’s just too late and
We can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be perfect
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