Freakish Mood
Oct 25, 2003 Daily Blurbs
i’m in a freakish mood right now, because i haven’t had a decent sleep eversince i’ve started making marvin’s website. it’s supposed to be done today, but he’s not helping me! i told him to send me all the materials needed, but he’s not doing anything. i have received the confirmation of his domain and host, but it will take upto 72 hours before it’s gonna be propagated. sigh!
enough about that.
love…
that four-letter-word…why do we love? simple question. people will mostly answer that Q superficially, with a slight retort, but for me the answer is simple.
i love because…just because.
loving isn’t supposed to be about having someone to hold hands with, or someone to have passionate kisses from. we shouldn’t love someone just for their looks, or the way they walk, talk, or smile. speaking for myself, we should love just for the fact that we feel love. we shouldn’t even question ourlseves why. all those physical and personality factors are just bonuses that the other person is giving us. we should love the person as they are. we should love the whole of them, because if we love a person just because he/she is beautiful, who will you love then, when his/her face is wrinkled up?
just that… thoughts…
Tags: Daily Blurbs, Thoughts
Mental Block
Oct 22, 2003 Daily Blurbs
i am experiencing mental block! i need inspiration…i am creating a website, and being paid for it, but until now, i still have no idea what layout i should create! it is for a dance troupe in AZ (arizona), and they wanted it to be in red, black & white. i have made their logo, but the layout? none! zilch! nada! boinks! what am i to do??
here’s the song that i’ve been listening to over and over….
Never Again
Justin Timberlake
Would have given up my life for you
Guess it’s true what they say about love
It’s blind
Girl, you lied straight to my face
Lookin in my eyes
And I believed you cause I loved you more than life
And all you had to do
Was apologize…
You didn’t say you’re sorry
I don’t understand
You don’t care that you hurt me
And now I’m half the man
That I used to be when it was you and me
You didn’t love me enough
My heart may never mend
And you’ll never get to love me, again
No, no, no, no, no, no…
Sadness has me at the end of the line
Helpless, watched you break this heart of mine
And loneliness only wants you back here with me
Common sense knows that you’re not good enough for me
And all you had to do
Was apologize, and mean it
But you didn’t say you’re sorry
I don’t understand
You don’t care that you hurt me
And now I’m half the man
That I used to be when it was you and me
You didn’t love me enough
My heart may never mend
And you’ll never get to love me
Wish like hell I could go back in time
Maybe then I could see how..
Forgiveness says that I should give you one more try
But it’s too late, it’s over now
You didn’t say you’re sorry
I don’t understand
You don’t care that you hurt me
And now I’m half the man
That I used to be when it was you and me
You didn’t love me enough
My heart may never mend
And you’ll never get to love me
Again
Again, yeah, yeah
Again, again, again, yeah, yeah, yeah
Never get to love me
Tags: Daily Blurbs, Thoughts
Harsh Truth
Oct 18, 2003 Daily Blurbs
i don’t know what to blog about today…nothing interesting happened to me yet…well, yesterday, i went to my cousin’s 10th birthday…nothing exciting about that…
i am just feeling low…i guess this is just one of those times.
my bestfriend, called me up and told me that her ex boyfriend [lied & cheated], has his heart broken by the girl that he loved…karma! that’s what i thought that instant. i know that her ex, is my friend too, but i didn’t like what he did, and now he’s acting as if he is so fragile, and needed to be treated as such. like hello? he’s so insensitive and selfish. i texted him and told him to come to our annual get together every sembreak, and he was like “dre, misses me!!” i mean, i just said “ey, come to our house next thursday, aight?”, i didn’t say i missed him…of course i wanted him to still be a part of our group, but i am not going to treat him like i did before. he hurt my bestfriend, that hurt me, too. normally, i will hug him, and say “dude, how’s it going?” now, i just can’t. it’s just that, what he did, was what my ex did to me, too. he’s like an evident reminder of a lost gentleman, that’ll never be…
geez! i’m crying…
i am a member of this forum, that hates confrontations & hates my guts, well not all…i started this thread about my ex telling me to shut up, and it grew to be a big debate on “should dre be that girl who speaks the harsh truth about things, or should dre just shut up and be a lying bitch for the good of others??” as i have mentioned from one of my previous blogs, i am a very frank person, and i don’t like lying, so i tell a person straight up what i think. i am not that bitchy frank person. i know how to say the harsh truth in a nice way. it’s just sad that some people couldn’t handle the truth, which results that dre is big bitch who can’t keep the harsh truth to herself. i mean, honesty is the best policy! and i quote, “if people were more straightforward with their thoughts and feelings, then there will be a lot less misunderstanding and less time wasted with apologies.” by nemo
read all about the ramblings here “dre, the center of the universe” eeekk! that didn’t even come from me!!
Tags: Argh, Daily Blurbs, Thoughts
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