Out With Friends
Sep 3, 2003 Daily Blurbs
i had no classes today. again. dyan, my bestfriend, went to robinson’s metro east mall, and met up with two other friends, malor and jay. we ate at frio mixx, then went shopping. i got so bored shopping, coz the original plan was to watch legally blonde 2…but since malor and jay didn’t wanna watch a movie, we ended up shopping, leaving my wallet empty…lol! that was an exaggeration! after shopping, we went to a studio and had our pictures taken. i don’t have a scanner, so i can’t put it here. dang it! i realized i am so ugly beside my bestfriend, malor and jay. uggh! i totally feel so low. no matter what other people say, like, i’m pretty, i just don’t believe it anymore. i think i’ve lost all my confidence. i don’t love myself anymore. dang it! what am i to do? no, i am so not exaggerating!
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Anything But Ordinary
Sep 2, 2003 Daily Blurbs
today is, well, in between. i woke up because someone texted me this morning about 8:30am. it was a text from the guy i was talkin’ about from my previous entry. he was asking how i was doing, and if i was going to school…he suspected that i was still sleeping coz he knows that my schedule is in the afternoon. it is raining coz there’s this typhoon named “onyok”. we don’t have classes today coz of that. anyway, i still have no idea if that guy likes me or what. geez! i like him!
my bestfriend, Dyan, and my other friend, Jaycon, were supposed to go to the mall and watch Pirates of the Caribbean…but we’re having a typhoon! so yeah, we didn’t go. we’re just going to see it on saturday, with two more of my friends, Nikki and Angelo. anyway, i feel so numb. it’s like i don’t want to feel anything anymore. i badly needed something or someone to get me going, but whatever or whoever that is, it’s not with me. i have tried to open myself up to someone, but then after some time, he just doesn’t feel right. it’s like, it’ll never work out, and even if it did, we would always be arguing about anything. someone told me that i am a guy magnet, but look at my life, there’s no guy that’s beside me. they just come in and pass by, never stays. i haven’t been hugged in a way long time now, and i miss it badly. at least, i still have my pillow. imagine that…
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