Thoughts
Aug 5, 2003 Daily Blurbs
I can’t explain what I am feeling, but I don’t want to understand it because it might get spoiled. Sometimes it is better not to know things. It gives me a certain hope for different possibilities. I am a pessimist, because I love surprises. Things that are very unexpected excite me. I like being spontaneous, having freedom, all things new and unplanned walks. I guess that is something good about being me. Expectations make me nervous. I want to live life a day at a time, and as much as possible, I do things my way because I don’t want to blame nor credit anyone for whatever happens in my life. Of course I won’t refuse all those perks that I will receive. I consider it a gift, like having my family and my friends.
I like the way I am living right now. I don’t have much to worry about. I guess, we meet different kinds of people, and they all have different purposes in coming into our lives. Right now, the one who came, is someone that makes me smile, and makes me feel euphoric. He says that, I’m like an addiction, and he’s hooked. insert canned laughter here. It was sweet. He’s sweet!
Anyway, it’s my brother’s birthday today. ZJ is now 11 years old. I cooked spaghetti for him, and the rest of the food was cooked by my mom. Later tonight, all my relatives will have dinner here at home.Th
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My Fortune
Aug 5, 2003 Daily Blurbs
I went to a fortune teller today. I don’t really believe that kind of stuff, but my friend convinced me to try it, so I did. It is the first time that the old lady who gave me the reading saw me, but she knows some things about me, like my age, what I am taking up right now in college, and that I don’t have a boyfriend. I was shocked! anyway, this is how it went…
First off, she asked what I wanted to know. I said that I would want to know if I would have a lovelife. I was kinda skeptic, but when she opened the first card, she said “I see that you will be getting married, or that you will have a child” and I was shocked to hear that because I don’t have a boyfriend. Then she said “You don’t have anyone in your life right now. you are lonely…are you?” and I really am! Then she opened the other card and said, “You are destined to win, you will handle a lot of money, you will be travelling abroad.” It was good news. The past few weeks I have been thinking of shifting to another course, the old lady did not know that. She opened the card for my carreer, and it read “You are having a hard time with your studies this time around, but don’t give that up, because this is where you will be successful” It kinda gave me the chills!
About love, she said that there is someone in my life right now, but both of us are “pakipot”, like we’re getting the feel of one another, and not saying anything about our feelings, and that the guy loves me, but is afraid to say it…damn! She is so correct! then, she asked me if there was someone who was communicating to me romantically besides him, and I said there was this guy who’s always texting me. She then said, “he is from your school, right?” [crap! he is!] she continued… “He really does love you so much, and if you will give him the chance he could be the one” BUT, I don’t like him! not even a bit! I cut the cards, read it again and said that, “There are still two guys that will come your way” Generally, my life will be fulfilling, I will be successful and that I will acquire a job right after i graduate. Also that I will own my own house. Wow! If it were really true, dang, I am in hella good life!
Anywayz…Marvin, who pissed me off three days ago, made peace with me. He said [while crying...] “I can’t belive it Dre, that you could carry on not talking to me! You are so arrogant!” I had to laugh! The pride in me! Then he said, “Please talk to me again…I really missed you…” awww… So that did it!
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Perverted
Aug 4, 2003 Daily Blurbs
I can’t believe that I am crying over someone who doesn’t care about me. How stupid is that? My mind is now full of crap! Enough about that…
Anyway, this is one of the most unfortunate days of my life! To start off, my bag’s zipper came off! Then I took a bus to school. I was minding my own business, when a man sat beside me. Everything seemed okay until I started to smell something really awful! To my disgust, the man had a very bad odor! I could not breathe! So, to live and let live, I just covered my nose with my hanky. Then the guy started to move towards me. I am so pissed off because he can’t keep his arms away from me! That perverted pathetic excuse for a person tried to touch me! I was a bit scared, but I got so mad! So I pushed him off his seat and yelled at him saying “why can’t you keep your hands to yourself???!!” He looked at me in shock because maybe he thought that I would not do anything about it. He was so embarrassed that he got off the bus, and while he was at it, men from the bus gave him punches on his arms. He deserved it! Some men think they can get away with anything, and that girls are helpless. Well, in my case, they thought wrong! I am not the type who just sits down and lets crap happen to me. grr… bad bad bad day!
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