Banned?
Jul 12, 2003 Daily Blurbs, School
a day more…and i won’t be able to have this blog updated…marvin is mad at me coz he said that i did not focus much on my studies that’s why i failed a subject…he felt that it was somewhat his fault coz i was always talking to him..but that is not true at all! i am banned to use the net, though…startin monday..but maybe on weekends. anyway, marvin told me to make sure that i get better grades as in! and he wants them faxed or emailed to him. meaning i had to scan my exams and send it to him, just to make sure i am doing okay in school.. awww…so sweet..so concerned…i am so touched. naks! ahaha!
my parents are in batangas today. they texted me just to say that we already have cable.. ahaha! i texted back asking to bring some goodies home. buko pie!
anyway, i am makin another website. i just finished my sister, juvy’s…but i dunno if it’s good enough, coz i was not in the mood when i was making it. i also finished my friend, jonathan’s…but it is not really done coz there are missing data, but for me it’s enough.
Tags: Daily Blurbs
A Nightmare
Jul 8, 2003 Daily Blurbs
i still don’t know where marvin’s at. he was in my dreams last night. i don’t know exactly if it was a dream or a nightmare, coz at first he was there and he held my hand as if it were the last, then suddenly he disappeared…i tried to look for him everywhere, but he was nowhere to be found. i went inside this tall building that had 539 floors. i checked every floor, but he wasn’t there. i even rode the elevator and it began to collapse. i was falling fast. i could see every floor blur in my vision, until i came across one floor, the 316th floor, he was there…standing, staring at me as i fall deeper. i’ll never forget the look on his face. as if he was saying goodbye…i woke up crying. until now, i don’t know where he is. i tried to reach his phone, but i’m over my airtime limits, and i couldn’t connect to his. my hands are cold. i don’t like this feeling…i hope he is alright…i hope i hear from him soon…
@10:30pm
and i did hear from him! we were able to talk around 7pm. and thank heavens he’s alright!
Tags: Daily Blurbs, Dreams
Paranoia
Jul 7, 2003 Daily Blurbs
i am experiencing paranoia. i can’t even think straight! i am so worried about marvin. i was trying to call him, but his phone could not be reached. i tried to go online, but he wasn’t there. i emailed him and told him to call or text me if he had read it, but up to now, i got nothing but a silent phone and an empty inbox…where is he? what happened to him? i am so so so worried! i drank too many cups of coffee already, and i am getting jumpy…i hope he calls me up soon…
Tags: Daily Blurbs, Thoughts
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