Note To Self
Jun 8, 2003 Daily Blurbs
things are getting kind of weird… first off, i went to hear mass today, which i haven’t done in so many months’i guess since early december last year. i lost faith in those stuff. i feel like whatever the priest is sayin’ are so far from what the real deal is. well, at the homily, I was like *roll eyes* ‘ I dunno’ I went to church coz it’s like nothin’s goin’ my way’ I just felt that maybe I should start believin’ in somethin’ again’ anywayzzz’someone’s
been reading what I’m writing in here’which I think is pretty good coz at least someone appreciates whatever it is that I put here’ although, it’s kind of awkward that people would know what’s been goin’ on with my life’ but I guess, it’s just people’s nature to like all the rumors, the controversies, and snoopin’ in somebody else’s life’ so, this is MY life’ and my life SUCKS’ I heard this song ‘addicted’ on the radio, and I can’t get it off my head’ I’m singin’ it while I’m typing *LoL* ‘I’m adic- I’m addicted to u’heartbreaker’heartbreaker” *LoL* then someone texted me today, saying ‘hey ‘zup dre? How’ve u been? I’ve been trying to call u, but u’re not pickin’ up’u mad at me? I’m sorry that I always bother u’ =c bakit kase ‘di mo ko pinapansin? Kahit sa school” geez! That guy won’t get it! I already told him I love someone else’ I already told him who when he asked me’yeah, yeah’he’s cute, and funny, and rich, and smart’ but I just can’t feel anything for him’ I always end up thinkin’ about HIM’ too bad, I’m the only one thinkin’ about him, and him? he’s probably NOT thinkin’ about me’ but hey! at least it makes me smile when I do think of him’ I hope he’s happy na’ I hate it when he’s sad’ but what’s a girl to do? Damn’ wish, if these feelings are so wrong’ wish it would just go away’ I need a sign’ if he wasn’t meant to be for me’ then I’ll just accept it’ but when will I know? How would I know? I’m so so so shy to ask’ *geez, dre!* (note to self: stop bein’ negative’) my beshy told me that I’m a brave ’silly’ girl, for helpin’ him out w/ his problem, when I know that it will mean a tear for me’ but I love him’ and I care’ I am not really like this’ I’m selfish when it comes to love’ but he’s different’ it’s like for the first time I fell in love’ and to whom? to the one whom I can never have’ LIFE! As long as I know that he’ll be there, and that he’ll be happy, then I would be fine’ (note to self: stop whackin’ ur head!) I’ve always believed in reasons’ but until now I haven’t figured out the reasons why I fell for him’ I mean, the purpose of it all. In short’ I love him’and I don’t care about the why’s, the how’s and the but’s’ I love him’ that’s all’
Any idea for a market research theme?
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This Much
Jun 7, 2003 Daily Blurbs
as i have mentioned, i am feeling the outcome of my stupidity. can u possibly believe that i fell for someone whom i know won’t feel the same for me? i love that guy so much… i’d do anything… even see him happy with another girl… i’d rather see him happy with another, even if it hurts… because his happiness would mean mine… i love that guy THIS much… too bad, he will never know…
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All I’ve Ever Wanted
Jun 6, 2003 Daily Blurbs
If you only knew
What I feel for you
If you only lived for me
And I lived for you
I’d be in heaven
My dreams would come true
‘Cause all I’ve ever wanted
Is you
that explains it all… i don’t even have to go into details….
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