Stressin’
Jun 11, 2003 Daily Blurbs, School
i bought mariah carey’s charmbracelet album, and i’m listenin’ to it right now. i like the song playing right now. kinda like what i’m feeling. anyway, i am so so stressed out! coz in between all the exams, homeworks and projects, i had to update my website and maintain gp and i’s forum. i haven’t had enough sleep in days, and i have been so preoccupied with all these…but it’s so ok coz at least it lets me forget about my problems for a while. i have no classes on friday..yey! i still have a class to attend tomorrow, though. my math class. i had to take a make up exam coz i was absent last monday.
my body is givin’ up on me. i wish i could have the option to turn off my heart or my brain, so that I won’t be so stressed out. i am so tied up. i don’t know where to get my energy from… oh… i wish i have someone… (note to self: stop watchin’ dawson’s creek!) anywayzzz….i better stop typing..my eyes and hands hurt…
I need to go on a diet to lose weight… anyone ever heard of generic Phentermine to shed off those pounds?
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Untitled
Jun 10, 2003 Daily Blurbs
i woke up at the wrong side of the bed today… i was so so late for school! i woke up at 10am, the freakin’ alarm on my phone didn’t alarm coz my phone became battery empty! grrr…. then of course i went to school to attend my 2nd subject. our class is supposed to be an hour and a half, but we had our lessons in less than 30 minutes only! ugghh! waste of time! hmmp!
anywayzz…. i made a logo for GP and i’s new forum darkside forums. i had to make one, but i am not sure if it has to be in png format or jpg. so i made two of them. i was on my way home, when i logged on to my YM through gprs. i talked to gp for a while, coz i was so inip na from the byahe. he was askin’ me if there was a cute chick on the bus… hehehe! unfortunately, it was only i that was cute enough! duh-ah! hehehe! silly me! then marvin messaged me containg 7 “dre’s” hehehe! so i said hello to him too. i was with my sister’s bf coz we attend the same school, and since he is going to our house, we decided to go together. it was so traffic, and kinda hot today. good thing g-liner has cool AC’s…gotta run! i’m gonna cook dinner… 
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Natural High?
Jun 9, 2003 Daily Blurbs
Listening to : All I’ve Ever Wanted - Mariah Carey
i’ve been listening to the same song forever! i don’t want it to stop at all… it kinda helps me get it all out. my emotions… why can’t i just be happy? it’s been a long long time since i have felt that natural high. i feel so alone. yes, i have my family and friends, but i am really crumbling down inside. i know that they have their set of problems too. i don’t wanna bother them with mine. i can handle it. i guess… i know i’ll get through this alone… yeah, it’s hard. but that’s how i deal. but it’s always better to have someone to make me feel that i am loved and cared for. someone who could put a smile on my face… permanently… i know love isn’t supposed to be wrong. but at the moment, that fact is null… whatever i am feeling for that guy, i know it’s right. maybe it’s just the timing, or most probably, it wasn’t meant to be. in my heart, i know that it’s right. (note to self: stop soundin’ so cheesy!) <– i can’t help it! geez, dre! pull yourself up! anyway, i didn’t go to school today coz my dad won’t let me. i’ve been having these migraines and my nose is bleedin’ for like 4 times already. i don’t know why. they won’t tell me what’s wrong. i seem healthy and i feel healthy, so i guess it’s nothing serious… i guess this is all for now… my eyes hurt…
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